Ramblings..

1. I’m glad this semester of school came to an end a couple of weeks ago. For one I couldn’t handle much longer the crap between my ex and I.

2. My classes turned out pretty good and that I’m thankful for. Except i did fail one which puts me even more behind.

3. Starting to wonder if I will ever graduate college. CANT afford to keep retaking classes especially basic ones and can’t afford another dang semester. but gotta do whatever it takes.

4. I’m frustrated with work, they messed something up :( which does not make it easy for me.

5. I have to accept that my friendship is over with someone and that we mostly likely will never have that friendship again since we still are not back to be friends after months and months. I’m done trying. they gave up on me to easily. I wish i knew why they hated me so much and will not talk with me.

6. The Avengers was a great movie and I was very glad to see it was such a good looking guy. :)

7. I’m tired of living at home, but can’t do much about that.

8.  I love my friends but sometimes some of them..make to many assumptions of me and make me feel judged and attack.

9. I need more to do this summer, its dragging.

10. I am now in love with the show Hart of Dixie. I have almost watched the entire 1st season online :)

I”ve been in such a mood. what sucks is when you feel like someone competely hates you and have given up on you. That this person just makes nice becaue other people are around and because of mutal friends. Its not easy to feel like I haven’t destroyed any possible relationship of any kind. At least before, they would attempt to talk to me. now they won’t event try to make small talk. I care so much and love, but maybe its time to give you.

Joys of Mentoring.

You get mistaken for being mom. So i apparently have a 8 year old daughter. which puts me have a child when I was like 15-16.

Ramblings

Whats sad is when nearly everything reminds you of someone, you realized for this very fact that you must really love them and have strong feelings if everything reminds you of them. And its sad because that person doesn’t want to be with you, because of no reason at all. Because they are confused. tell you amazing things and break your heart all in the same day. 

Some girls can’t sing and have horrible style but they try their best. 

Weekends are long. 

I miss him. 

I need to bring my grades up. 

I need to do a ton of reading 

I have a car that is stupid. It has to many problems and its new. 

I am a full time college student. I work two jobs. I volunteer in church. Their is only so much that I can take before I break. I’m not that strong. 

(via live-love-lie)